for my loverr

1. i love my friends. they're always around to make me smile and laugh <3
2. one of my best memory is going to china because that's one of the rare times that my maternal family comes together 12.19.08 !
3. i'm glad to admit that i've gotten closer to henry, my favoritest brother in the world! i give him a big hug when he comes home to visit from SD.
4. thanks to christina, my korean obsessor, i now listen to korean songs. time to get tired of haru haru. listening to it right now actually.
5. only one guy has given me the butterflies (:
6. oreos and milk are meant for each other
7. see dorothy's fact number 5
8. late night hours make me nostalgic. ooh the memories.
9. i must have plopper near me in order to go to sleep
10. i slept next to my mom up to the 4th or 5th grade. she used to make fun of me for it. thanks mom.
11. when i was little, i payed my brother to play with me. sad, huh ?
12. i am not a true lefty
13. i still drool on my pillow now and then. grossss.
14. i like to smile but one of my dimples is disappearing )):
15. burping is pretty fun too. i don't know WHY my friends still find it surprising..
16. i got side bangs to fit in with my friends. i got tired of seeing my forehead everyday
17. i'm deathly afraid of my backyard at night. i feel like the world is closing in on me and i freak out :|
18. i like decorating my walls with random stuff. surround myself with memories ((:
19. i'm getting tired of being known as "the smart one," which leads to the next fact
20. this boy from 4th grade, shane baca, said he was going to marry me and let me work to bring home the money. julio said the same thing too...
21. i wish i wasn't such a party pooper
22. i love singing along to songs, especially with dorothy
23. i'm scared that i'll lose touch with everyone after high school
24. i hope i'm not the only walton to go away for college
25. i'm a light sleeper
26. i darken really easily. DON'T SAY IT GUYS
27. i don't step on the black spots when i walk along a cross walk
28. i regret not keeping up with my culture
29. crickets freak me out. they're ugly and they can jump. what more do they need ?!
30. i want a dog when i grow up, golden retriever or siberian husky ? (:
31. i get motion sickness pretty quickly, which sucks since i live in california..
32. when i move out, i want to buy my furniture at ikea <3
33. tennis has taught me that i need to work out more
34. i am a follower, not a leader
35. i wish i could doodle like dorothy. her pictures are so Q !
36. i have a feeling i'll end up at ucla, not berkeley, with my friends !
37. when i needed to hide from my mom, i would lock myself in the bathroom and sit on the rug
38. i peed my pants when i was a kid because i was too afraid to ask my aunt to go to the bathroom 39. i have to do my homework at a desk. it's a weird habit of mine, but i guess it comes from being a nerd. good thing nerds are cool, right dorothy ?
40. my best birthday memory has got to be my 16th birthday. i was so surprised that day because i've never gotten so much attention on my past birthdays. i was so happy that i was going to cry :(
41. 8th grade was a bad year at least mentally. that was the year i got my back brace and i felt so ugly inside and self-conscious, but thank goodness that's over with now, at least for the moment.
42. i feel like the boring girl in the waltons and i wonder why i can't be more outgoing like my friends :(
43. living under expectations is incredibly frustrating. i always feel like i'm not good enough for my parents.
44. i don't like asking money from my parents anymore, which explains why i'm always broke now..


more to come when i think of it !